Which is worse?

I'm not sure which is worse- the time before testing when you wonder if you're pregnant or not, or the time after getting a negative test when you wonder when the heck you're going to get your period. And then you're torn between wishing it was a faulty test or wishing it would arrive soon so that you can get the next cycle started already. In my case, after testing I read the line about not overhydrating before testing. And I've been drinking a lot today.