Month Nine

We're in the ninth month of trying. And once again we're at the waiting and wondering stage. Today is day 31 of my cycle. My average is now 32 days, and according to the computer I'm not supposed to test until day 34. We'll see if I can wait another 3 days. I picked up some tests yesterday and I was pretty sure that I was going to test this morning, but I ended up waiting. I guess after nine months I now have a little willpower? Not sure what that's about.